sometimes it seems so crazy how the majority of your happiness can seem to depend on just one person/thing. and even though everything else in your life may be going fine, that one thing off balance throws you in the dumps.
the pattern seems very familiar. i'm not even going to be surprised if the same thing happens again. because that's how it always is isn't it.
it probably would have been better if i didn't now have so many more memories.
i wish depression didn't come as part of my pms package.
as the water and tears stream down your face
things i have to look forward to(in chronological order):
-watching tog perform at feast day dinner
-end of exams
-the complete parables of jesus in 90 minutes
-combined camp!
-street E :D (reggie+ally+mel+me=yay!)
-Christmas :)
-Seattle
so fast so fast.
i loved last week.
sitting around a coffeeshop table in the jungles of woodlands with sam, reggie and ally. singing christmas carols in october and vividly painting our street e picture. we wanna wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of our hearts. merry christmas! pop! pow!pidipidipish!bang! whee! pop!pow!bang!
high five high five high five not. heh.
jillian ann
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